searching for motivation and artistic talent

set design. i'm trying to visualize it. trying to transfer that vision to something good on paper. not my forte. my forte is to look at a picture and copy it, and even then my skills can be a bit rusty. especially with this really awful gum eraser that keeps breaking. but better than a standard number 2 pencil.

feeling odd....i need to do my drawings tonight to make life more bearable. artistic talent...find me. Its funny how I'm using the community theatre stage instead of any that are at college. maybe it's just an easier visualization. this oddly reminds me of Christmas break where I was bored off of my ass and constantly looking for something to do. but at the same time, i was horribly lazy and didn't feel like searching. now, i can't believe i have one more day of vacation. i want an extra. i need more sleep. actually, what i need is just human interaction. i had that today. i guess this is a lesson to me. when i'm finally living on my own, hopefully after college and grad school....i need either a roommate or a pet. or lots of friends close by. hey, that's an idea...i feel like looking at grad schools.