Can't think

i'm sitting in the library trying to find the frame of mind to wade through this chapter. from first glance it isn't intimidating- a mere eight pages or something of the sort. when trying to outline it, my brain plunges into the pitfalls of fatigue, etc. gone are my aspirations to complete most of this today. grr. nevertheless, my goals for today remain the same- read the chapter, outline it, free write/ summarize it. i'm on page 2 of outlining it. brain, work, dammit. ah well, perhaps a break. something to get my thoughts moving again.

Okay...thinking...thinking intelligently.....that's wishful thinking in itself.

I need an escape. I need as escape from this life of academia, which will only last 3 more days for me, three days not even full of classes or work in general. That's what I like about these breaks, no preparation needed. I'm in between classes. All I have to do worry about textbooks, which I'll most likely buy when I get back and then get them online. I need the escape of converation with a real person and not just my own thoughts. Get through this and search out someone....someone, who i'm hoping could be AW, if he doesn't have any finals at the moment.

Found better music, much more condusive to studying. Time to work...this time for certain.