it just keeps getting better

so from last night i have discerned this:

drop 2 more classes- organ lessons and opera workshop
perhaps switch voice teachers because it will lessen my commitment

JR got me to admit that i'd prefer being single than to being with AW....i wonder if i should pursue that angle?

today i'm just generally in a "fuck it" mood. I don't want to take anything besides my french classes and intro to world music. everything else can just go away quietly. better yet, i could just go away quietly. i need to transfer. But, first i need to see if i can simply make it through this semester.

so, i can definetly tell i'm not happy. theatre, AW, school, VC have all worn me down. i've been surrounded by people i despise for too often. now even their mere presence is enough to make me turn and run the other way.


pissed off....unhappy....but not crying