so it seems i've gotten payback

in light of all the shittyness of yesterday....did i write a post about that?

1. had a frustrating comment from my parents
2. suffered an emotional breakdown later because of it: the usual, crying, not eating
3. EC TA took me out to dinner and talked me down
4. felt better and called my parents....blew up in my face

So, today i decided to go ahead with my transfer process, but i'm including 2 close to home/ safety schools. I made headway on the app process and feel really organized. but i went to my first class for 15 minutes, left because of queaziness and promptly threw up once i got there. the toilet and i have gotten to know each other very well this year.

is this infact payback for my somewhat adolescant outburst?

things are better now. i can eat, i finished my homework, and apologized to my parents.