Revisiting the Old

For some reason, I've always gratification from posting things into the unknown of the internet. I feel like with the shift of my personal life, perhaps this is a good time to come back to this. Otherwise, I could always use another place to keep thoughts while in France.

Current stupidity/ revelation:

I had a fling with an English guy about a month ago. I found out about 2 weeks later that he was essentially playing me the entire time. I was hurt...messed up my personal life, what have you. Now I'm single for the first time in nearly 4 year. I'm not used to this and it scares me. I had an interesting conversation with another girl who was victim to English guy's methods. There is relief, I really know with legitimate proof- not with extremely strong "it couldn't be anything else" gut feelings. The benefit is that the other girl and I bonded over this; we'll probably become very good friends. At the same time, I feel extremely stupid for all of this. I need to write it off and move on. I think this conversation provided that closure that I needed.

Otherwise, I'm enjoying my socialization time in France. I'm wishing that I didn't have homework so I could go out without a guilty conscience. Meanwhile, tomorrow will be another fun night followed by a lovely weekend in Marseille.

More to come.