writers block

why is this strangely reminiscent of last year during classic novels when i was utterly miserable. am i utterly miserable right now? i don't know, i don't think so.

good random thing of today: i checked my e-mail and found i got a part in the summer musical back home at the good ol' community theatre. not only am i doing the set and getting paid, but now i get to act in the show, too. A pretty good part, if i do say so myself. not bad for no audition. not to mention mom was recruited to fill in the other non cast role. should be a lot of fun, i'm just coming in 4 weeks out. Nunsense, by the way....that's the show.

needing to write....i have all of my information. i have my general direction and the main points. i just need to write it. why can't i write it. i need words to flow. i think its the fact reference that's getting in the way. me being bogged down with inserting information.

i need a brain break, but i've taken far too many of those already.